that you may live as you wish."- Mother Teresa
As I have been packing my things this week and trying to somehow wrap my mind around the idea of leaving for nine months- The Lord has been teaching me throught it all. It seems no matter what the circumstance He teaches, convicts or brings excitement to me. As I sat surrounded by my clothes, bedding, electronics, and all my stuff. My heart was heavy with sorrow and regret for the way I've clung to my possessions. Things I thought I could easily give up, but now realizing how hard it is. I've been so convicted of the way I can so easily spend money on myself-buying a drink at starbucks, going out to eat. But when it comes to spending on others- my flesh cries out. Oh, sometimes the pain of dying to self. I pray that everyday I would die to my flesh and it's sinful desires. So that when others look at me they don't see Ellen, but Jesus Christ.
I will be getting up at the crack of dawn on Monday morning at leaving at 5am with my family to drive to Minneapolis to catch my flight to Atlanta. My friend Sarah is also going to South Africa- which I thank God for! It will be so nice to have a fimilar face:) We will arive that afternoon in Atlanta and the leaders will meet us there and take us to the week long training camp in Gainsville. I am not sure if I will be able to write again til I am in South Africa. We will be flying out on the 15th to SA. It will be a 14-15 hour flight! So PRAY!
I will write as often as I can- please pray for:
------Unity among the team of 41 of us
------- No fear
-------Broken, repentant hearts in training
------- Strength and endurance for training camp
Thanks so much for all your prayers! I appreciate every single one of you!
